Sunday, September 1, 2013

a shitty state of mind

Let me start with this little meme, which I've quoted similiar references for quite some time now to friends and colleagues. 

As we go through work life, we always feel that some other place might be better.

Well, some times it might be. But the surface is does not represent everything. 

Many job and career advice sites have many articles about how to approach a new job prospect. Find out more, ask around, do your research before taking the plunge they would repeatedly tell you.

A peek behind the curtain will sometimes reveal more than you will ever hear, because seeing is believing.

However, our state of mind is going to be the most important factor to our success. No matter how shit a place is, or the people are, we determine the next step. 

Shit is what we processed, so if we keep on processing shit in our brains, it'll be natural that we end up with a shitty state of mind.

So I have constantly remind myself to keep calm and carry on, which is advice i received back long ago.

Hope you will also find Greener pastures, but if it ends up being more shit, just tip toe around like a ballerina, step around it, and dance your way out of it. :)

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Dialect going the way of the Dinosaur

Intesting that in today's article about Lee Kuan Yew, the below was mentioned.

Occasionally, when I disagree strongly with something, I make my views known to the Prime Minister. There was an instance of this when the Government was looking to reintroduce Chinese dialect programmes on free-to-air channels.
A suggestion was made: "Mandarin is well-established among the population now. Let us go back to dialects so the old can enjoy dramas."
I objected, pointing out that I had, as prime minister, paid a heavy price getting the dialect programmes suppressed and encouraging people to speak Mandarin. So why backtrack?
I had antagonised an entire generation of Chinese, who found their favourite dialect programmes cut off. There was one very good narrator of stories called Lee Dai Sor on Rediffusion, and we just switched off his show.
Why should I allow Cantonese or Hokkien to infect the next generation? If you bring it back, you will find portions of the older generation beginning to speak in dialects to their children and grandchildren. It will creep back, slowly but surely...
The other day, me and a friend were just discussing the same topic. As i mentioned that the coming generations of Chinese will not know these dialects, and it's a shame.
And my friend jokingly mentioned that when they don't want the kids to know what they are saying, they will say it in hokkien.
For me, I grew up in Penang, so I understand Hokkien and because my family is cantonese and I watch alot of TVB shows, I understand it pretty well and speak decent fluid cantonese.
It is the a shame in my opinion, but there is nothing wrong in what Mr Lee did as he needed to consolidate a nation back then.
I really do hope dialects continue strongly back in Penang, as Penang Hokkien is unique, and is a very distinct characteristic of a Penangite.
For instance, if I'm in Singapore and I hear a few people conversing in Penang Hokkien, I immediately know they are from my hometown! 
So dialect creates a bond for a family and community, and to give it up is a loss of a culture and history that we will never find back. 

Sunday, August 11, 2013


I don't have discipline when it comes to writing. 

There, I said it. 

I think alot of things do boil down to discipline, when you have it, it's easier to plan and execute. When you don't, there are always reasons to get in the way.

 I wrote alot more when I was living in India, maybe because I was alone. But that's just another excuse.

Today if i want to write, I can just whip out my Smart phone and type away. 

I remember back then, I set myself a target of 2 blog post a week. And I kept to that. 

Recently I started running, as I realized I am no longer in my 20s and health needs to take a more important role in my life.

How does running factor into writing? It's the same I suppose, I've started running, I need discipline to meet my running distance set for the month. 

On writing, I should have more to write nowadays. Given that I joined a new company, got married and having my wife moved down to Singapore to stay together.

Discipline, it's an interesting word. Defined in the oxford dictionary 

activity, exercise, or a regimen that develops or improves a skill; training: A daily stint at thetypewriter is excellent discipline for a writer.

Well, one of it anyway.

My point to myself is, if I want to do something, I should be able to. 

I love writing, though I'm not very good at it. Probably it's a better way for me to express myself. 

There are ways to improve of course, but it also comes accordance with reading. The more you read, the better you can compose. 

So right now, 3 things to get disciplined about:

1) Running
2) Reading
3) Writing

what's my goal? I know it, and I'll leave it that way. 

Hope to have more back here soon. 

Note to future self, if you meet your goals, give yourself a good pat on the back. If not, try harder.